ami chhuye dei ? ..tumi lukao..

chhuye dei....
tumi bristi hoye jao...
sara rattir borshon sheshe..
sokal bela janla gheshe...
tumi misti roddur hoye jao..
kimba sobuj pata hoye...
amay tumi tomar majhe...
shishir kore nao...
ektu khani valobeshe...
aro baste chao..

meghla bikel
chonmone sokal
kimba tara vora choitali raat..
ami haat-te chai..
ononto poth..
rekhe tomar haat a haat...

jhorer raat a..
jokhon khub jore baaz pore..
chomke utho..
amar buke mukh lukao..
amar vetor dhuke..
nijeke khuje nao...
aar..
odvut sukh dao.


© Mukit Osman Chawdhury.

enchanted

Words...enchanted by emotions..
are like stones in the sea shore...
better in the way they are...
Rather to be piled up in the way like a wall...
Better they stand still..
And let the waves fall...

you stepped aside..
crossed the line..
flew over the border..
yet..i have..
a wall..smothering me..in every minute..
mosses are growing on the wall..
taking up my oxygen..

it was not there..
ow dear..the wall was not there..
i used to be a free sea-shore..
but..in time..
i lost what's mine..
and you piled up your wards around me..
and now..
m a trapped sea...
alone m i but neither do thee.....

© Mukit Osman Chawdhury.

taste you like a wine...

i got lust for the body..
and love for the mind...
i can sing for the moment..
and dance for the kind..
i spark like a star...
and the moon makes me shine..
girl,i want u in my arms..
while my hand carries wine..

like the flames on the wood..
we dance under the sky..
where clouds follow our moves..
and then ..
i kiss your lips and taste you like a wine...

© Mukit Osman Chawdhury.

amar ami o tomar ami

amar tumi tomake chene na...
tomar ami'r chokhe ami ochena...
amra du'jon du'jon e achhi...
ocheen pothe ochena..

tobu ami amar tumi ke valobasi..
abar tomar tumi-ke boli "valobasi tomay"..
aar tumi tomar aami ke valobaso sudhu..
amar ami neerob cheye thake..hay..

sob kichhu-r por..
amar ami tomar ami ke ghrina korte thake..
aar ami vabte thaki..
ami jodi tumi hotam..
toba amake ami khun kortam...

© Mukit Osman Chawdhury.

shopno khuji jonaki'r danay..

Paata'r bone kichhu jonaki..
Pidim dekho jalchhe bujhi...
Hotath kore kisher majhe..
Ki dekhe fele more laaj-a...
Vabuk vabuk aankhi mele.....
Ami nirbaak- cheye thaki..
Amar mone amar asha..
Chupti kore baadhe basha..
hothat kore dheu khele jay..
kichhu smriti fele asha..

jonaki ra kore beray
eeti uuti ura uri..
korbe jeno pata'r buker
sobuj sobuj shopno churi..

nishi sheshe..bristi sheshe..
jokhon ami dristi meli...
tokhon dekhi jonaki ra
paata'r buker shopno chhere..
jene bujjhe kimba poth vuli..
ektu khani na diye nara..
niye gechhe amar moner
prothito sob smriti..
rekhe geche nishi-kabbo..
r borshon-geeti..


© Mukit Osman Chawdhury.

Simple yet so complicated

Now there is no bee…
Not even a single flower to blooms and give honey..
No bird to sing along..
Not even a fountain playing nature’s symphony….

But
There I am..
Ditched by a dozen..
Stabbed by a hundred…
Killed by a thousand..

Just keep sitting in the dark..
Awaiting to get back my soul in me..
My eyes keeps searching for it..
Yet they fail to see…

I just can hear the past inside me..
Hissing like cockroaches..
And slowly it smothers me…
As the time approaches..

I wish I could get you back…
I wish I could tore you apart ..
Then from your heart ..
Snatch my soul back..

© Mukit Osman Chawdhury.

Dissecting You Outta My Mind

Well…I think I had enough..
Waited this evening…
As I waited yesterday..
And a thousand or even a few more days..
For you to come..
For you to hug me…
And make me feel warm.
But not any more..
Tonight… I’ll put an end ..
And end to an ended up thing..
An end to the swing.

I open the door of the dissecting room..
Enter smoothly as I dreamt of entering you …
I take out my mind out of me.. carefully..
Then place it to the dissecting table..
I have your words in a tray…
Your words that are sharper than anything…
Words that used to cut me deep…
Words that I thought to let go…
But then decided to keep.

I take the sharpest word..in my hand..
Then give an incision ..
In the middle of my mind’s chest wall.
Emotions comes out..and decides to fall..

With the help of the harsh wards of yours..
I take apart whole of my mind’s anterior chest wall..
Silly emotions yet keep to fall.

I take out my heart which was filled with fake love of yours..
I take pain and give my mind a wash with it…
I take out you out of me, my mind and the me who used to be yours..
Then exhausted yet satisfied me have a sit.

My mind wakes up in dreams…
My mind now can smile rather to scream…
Now my mind is detoxified..
Now it is free from you who lied.


© Mukit Osman Chawdhury.

oto-ta romantic kichhu hoyto nah...

tumi kachha kachhi ghure berachho..
ami tomar gayer ghran tuku pai..
tumi amay vule onno khane mukh lukachho..
tobu tomar chokher chhaya amar moddhe pai...

tomar churi-r halka shobdo amar kane baje..
bristi jeno tin-er chal-er majhe..
tomar chuler bone jhilik mare roud..
tomar thot pai na..tai toh mone krodh..

tomar angul gulor fake fake ami...
amar angul vore tomay kachhe tene..
tomar kopal-kopol r oi thot dutuke sudhu..
muhurmuhu keboli jabo chume..

raatri jure tomay na pawa...
klanto ami tobuo nidra-hin..
janla gole dhuke pore jochhonate..
kolponate hoye jai bileen...

tumi kobe asbe bolo amay..
chumoy chumoy tomay sajabo...
dhakna khule buker kouta vore..
vromor kore tomay vore rakhbo.

will just sit alone...

i left my suitcase full of dreams...
tied up with a rusty wire..
in the wrong platform..
beside the wrong train..
nothing to gain now..
lost in pain ...
smothered in despair.

now..i'll just sit by the sea..
keeping in my mind a few dreams of thee..
till time ends..
or..
somehow my suitcase of dreams
comes back in my hands.

PROSTHAAN

Hoytoba erpor o
Megh hote bristi porbe..
Sajher maya'r prakkale
Surjer norom alo khele jabe tomar mukhe...
Hoytoba tomar chul chhuye jabe sohosro fuler subas..
Tobu tomar chokhe
Ami thakbona
Ratri-jaga ononto nokkhotro-mala hoye..

whether it rains or not..

If it rains tonight..
Or if it doesn't..
If it floods this year..
Or just ends up in a drought..
Still something will be...
and only be there..
Datz da rhythm of rain
u try or don't even try to hear..

I wanna be with u
whether u wanna be with me or not
and then i'll scream or just whisper to the clouds..
if rain doesn't fall tonight..
i'l just go up piercing those lazy clouds..

Ami Chokh Khulboi Ba Keno?

Nidrito nahoy na-e ba roilam...
Tobu chokh khulbo keno?
Ami chokh khulbo na..
Ami dekhbo na..
Ami dekhte chai o na..
Dwidhannito kono ukti noy amar..
Prolaap o noy..
Ami dekhbo na vorer neel-beguni-laal-shonali r sobujer haatchhani...
Ami dekhbo na paat'r faake faake pakhider kanakani..
Ami dekhbo na kochi bashpata chhuye jhore pora shishir..
Ami dekhbo na jonaki'r alo kono ochena nishi'r...
Ami dekhbo na nodi'r buke dheu khele jawa..
Jochhona'r bon-a heteo hobena chad er dekha pawa...
Shopoth kore bolchhi...
Jotokkhon tumi asbe na kachhe...
Bosbena amar pashe..
Prithibi'r somosto sundor nirbashone jak...
Ami dekhbo na.

afterglow

since the beginning ..
or the trough ..
or till the end..
perhaps I've been sleeping
or sedated
or living beneath the land..

never been so deeply into something
or never felt to feel..
it seems like a nightmare
that kept me dragging on my heel..

deep inside my mind
i push me deeper down below..
i can see
you & me
in memories' afterglow..

and then
i opened up my eyes...
in the eve of late winter...
that time there was ice falling like the stars falling from the sky..
and it was cold winds kept passing me by...
and it was you who was the last to say good bye.

ekti choitali bikeler elomelo ponkitimala..

nistobdho potropotoneo shochokito hoye uthi ami..
manshik vabe ahoto hoye nirbak ami pothe nami..
nagorik mohe besto manush..jeno otikay pipilika..
odvut neshay motto sob..kachhe thekeo dure dure thaka..
chhinno kore dei samanno-tomo songjog..
sobkhan theke..
mishe jai prokriti'r majhe..

pothe pothe hete hete ami nijei hoye uthi mohakaler ondho-goli..
amar majhe mohakal dhuke pore aar aatke aatke jay..
amake chhinno kore beriye jete chay..

ami chup-chap cholte thaki amar moton..
tomar sporsher kichhu resh niye chole amay tomar kachhe..
pracheen smriti theke kono ek choitali bikel belar
somosto roudre-r laal mekhe niye amar prithibi jure...
nischup bose robe amar protikkhay...

shapnik-ovvutthan

hridoyer chora-kuthuri-te..
gopon shola-poramorsho seshe..
ek dongol unmotto shopno amar..
bishonnotar gorad churmaar kore..
beriye ashe jeeboner rajpothe...

tader netritto dite thake tomake pawar shopno..
bolistho konthe dik-bidik chhute chhute jay tar shor..
tomake pabar udatto ahobaan..

shiray shiray shopnomoy placard..
shapnik andolon..
shapnik-ovvutthaan..
badh-vanga michhile michhile prokompito choturdik..

koster shamorik-baheeni..
neelche-kaalo poshak pore ase dosh-dik hote...
shomalochona'r shanito bayonet jhilik diye uthe..
tobu dome na unmotto shopner dol..

koster dol tokhon sojjito hoye uthe
glani aar netibachok chinta'r ostre..
muhur-muhu akromone..
stobdho hoye jay beshir-vaag shopno..
du'charti beche jawa shopno palta-akrmon a naame..
tader tuti chepe dhore hotasha..
je sob shopno tader buke eke ney aghater alpona..
tader rokte rongeen hoye fute uthe rokto joba..
ar shash-rodh hoye mara pora shopno gulo..
jochhona makha raate chader mukhe megher porda hoye ghure beray..

bertho-shapnik ovvutthan seshe..
hridoy pore thake jeeboner belavumite..
payer chap-a chur chur hoye pora jhinuker kholosher moto.....

dupur

ami jege uthi jagroto dupur hote...
jokhon ekla dowel gachher patar fake..
bishonno shur thot-a mekhe..
ochena ke chena sathi korte chay...
jokhon shurjer prokhor taap-a.....
prithibir buker jol baspo hoye akashpaane haray..

otoppor..
elomelo kichhu hawa kochi pata chhuye chhuye jay..
aar..
tomar thot a amar thot
vese vese doob-e trishna mitay..

chena-ochena

hothat kore chena manushera
keno ochena hoye pore...
keno megher dekha-dekhi
chokh thekeo bristi jhore..

keno onchena mukh-gulo sob
chena manusher hashi dekhay..
keno chena shur gaite gele..
kosto gulo gola atkay..

ochena pothe nijer chhayao
ochena kichhur moto hoye jay..
chad hariye jochhona khuji
kalo akasher taray taray...

You're never gonna be alone from this moment on...I'll hold you 'til the hurt is gone!!

Since something has gone apart..
Since m left with the other somethings..
I walk among the stars..showing back to the moon..
I know i need to keep going till the end..
I keep dragging my feet whether it's stone or the sand..
I walk a lonely road..that might not be ending soon..
As the night ends up..
And i open up my eyes..
I see the sun rising..from the sea-shore..
As if it's dancing on the waves..
I feel..you..as the south breeze.....
Gently touching my face..
I be the real me..
As all of my pains rest in their graves.

kothopokothon...

tumi tumi tumi kore...proti bristi'r fotay khuje firi tomay...

tumi tumi tumi nei bole.. khuje firi aj shopnoloker chabi ..

tobu jol-jochhona r shishirer kachhe tuli tomake pabar dabi..

tobuo shopno buni.. nei sudhu tumi ..

bristi'r gaan suni..obodh a ami..

valobashi brishtir chobi...

tomar valobasay ami kobi..

kobitar purnimay ami protichobi..

tomar aloy alokito..naiba thakuk robi..

meghe meghe dheke jabe.. naiba thakuk protichobi..

amar deerghoshas-a shore jabe megh..
buker vetor ochena abeg..
aar tomake ghirei abortito..amar prithibi..

valobashar abeg vora ei prithibi..
shunno kore dey deerghoshas..
megh chole megher moton..
muche jay protichobi..
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tomar majhe..

aj jeno tai..
bristi-fotay..
tomar pran-er..
gaan baje..

ure jai.. nil projapotii hoye..

theke jao..amar dukkho chhuye..

dukkho chuyee roibo na karo majhe ...

tumi chhule shukher gaan je baje..

dukkho vora sukh er chowa ..
Chai na tmr majhe..

borshone prem.. (বর্ষণে প্রেম)

tomar chokhe chokh rekhe
ami khuje firi ononto nokkhotromala...
tomar bihone ei prithibi amar shunno-nistobdho-nirala..

tomar hashi khuji ami
meger fake fake..
bijlir chomok hoye tomar hashi
sethay lukiye thake..

tomar chhowa vebe niye
ononto shrabondharay vijte raji..
kodom-er ghraan pabo bole ..
tomar chule mukh guji..

borshon shesher proshanti'r lov..
ar poroborti borshon shurur trishna buke niye..
tomate bilupto hoye punorjonmo nei
otolantik sagorer somoporiman valobasa lute niye..

Ichhe...

Ochena jogot..
Ochena somoy..
Ochena sobkichhur majhe..
Mishe mishe jete giyeo..keno jani..
Alada..ekla eka hoye vabi..
Ami megh hobo..
Bristi hobo..
Shishir hobo..
Kuasha hobo..
Tomar charpashe jonaki'r aalo hobo..
Sobkichhu vule giye..
Ami sudhu ami hobo...
Tarpor tomake chhuye jabo...

chhoddobesh

surjer poth chola shuru'r age..
amra dik-hara pothik er dol..
pothe pothe nami..
surjer sathe sathe pakhi'rao jage..
tader ochena sur kore sombol.....
amader matlami..
udas dokhin hawa'r kach theke nei goti..
ononto nokkhotro-raji bistrito moder jyoti..
mohakaler poth porivromon seshe..
amra neere firi adharer chhoddobeshe...

shomudro snan er praromve...

cholo somudro snan-a jai...
ami sada fotua r tumi porbe neel shari..
tomar kopale chhotto kalo ekta tip..
obujh hawa hoye tomar gaal chhuye dei...
tomar rag surjaster laal rong hoye amay bokuni dik..
tomar majhe valobasa khuje nei..
akasher buke jemon tara'r jhilik..

tomar opekkhay

tomar opekkhay jege achhi..
thot er samne laal jonaki..
chhai jomchhe charpashe...shei shondha theke..
olpo somoy shukher chhowa dile..
olpo somoy bachte shekhale..
amar shopno tule nile tomar chokhe..
tomar sporsho mekhe dile ..amar vetor-bahiir..
kimba tar cheyeo beshi kichhute...
tarpor...miliye gele kothay...
ami ekaki...tomar protikkhay..
nissongota'r prohor kate na katar motoi..
nirghum raatri sheshe..
ami..ar tomay ghire amar gore otha shopno..
venge venge porte thaki...
mishe jete thaki...
miliye jete thaki..
surjer aloy shishi'r shukobar agei..
ami ostitto-hara hoi...
tobu..tomay arektibar kachhe pabar ashay...
punorjomo hoy amar...
shajhe'r shuktara'r chhayay...

o-prapti

somoy theme giyechhilo...
theme giyechhilo sob-e..
batash-a ushnota...kichhuta prokhor chhilo shedin..
tomar nak-er dogay bindu bindu gham..
laalche gaal....
aar beni'r shashon na mana ko'ti chul...
ami theme giyechhilam...
amar ostitto tomar jogote nei...ami jani...
tobu nijeke lukiye niyechhilam...
mukh chepe dhorechhilam proti-ti shopner...
ami mishe giyechhilam...
ami odrissho hoye giyechhilam...amar shopnogulo soho...
tumi amar samne diye chole gele...
kimba...hoyto ba...amay ved kore chole gele....
ami batashe mishe giye tomar shugondho makhte chailam...
buke'r ba-diker teebro betha hoye roile kichhukal...
ami cheye thaklam...din,mash,bochhor

...
parosporik somporker jaal-a jorate chai ni tomay...
tarpor...
sob kothay miliye gelo..
ami nei...ami nei...
ami jani ...kimba jani na..
tobu shopnera achhe...
tobu vorer alo hoye tomay chhute ichhe kore..
tobu tomar hashi makhte mon chay...
tomar kothay khuje nite chai mon matano suur...
tomar chule guje dite chai hasnahena-beli...
tobe bondhu...pashe nai tumi...achho onek duur....

nahoy ek fota pani hotam !

Jodi ekti panir fota hotam...
Nogonno ekti pani'r fota...
Hoytoba..
Tomar chul beye beye namtam...
Pith-er kachh-tay..
Jekhane tomar chul hothat theme geche..
Sekhanei shukiye jetam..
Kimba jhore pore jetam...
Tumi janteo na...
Tobu oi fota hoye tomar chul chhuye jetam..
Valobasa mekhe ditam...

Jodi ekti panir fota hotam...
Nogonno hote nogonno-toro...
Tomar chokher kon theke...
Gaal chhuye chhuye..
Naak hote kichhuta dur diye...
Thot-er pray kon gheshe neme..
Chibuke goratam...
Tarpor shukiye jetam..
Notuba tup kore jhore jetam...
Tobu valobeshe tomar gaal chhuye jetam...

boba

Ajkal ami boddo beshi elomelo...
Ajkal ami amar orbacheenotar vaanj khule...
Ochena othoba chena shure...
Bar bar bole uthi valobashi tomay...

Trishna jage..
Tumio hoyto ba bolbe amay...
Proteekkha'r prohor furoy...
Noyon jure brishti name...
Udash hawa shorir gheshe thame...
Raatri jure chaand khele jay..
Megh gune aj prohor furoy..
Sokal sheshe bela bare...
Shishi'r shukoy ghashe...
Klanto mone'r rokto khoron...
Janine ami kon she baron...
Jar karone tomar mukhe shunte na pai "valobashi"
Ahar-nidra-hassho-kola...
Sob-e achhe tomar majhe...
Oleek-sotto sob tuku sukh...
Sob chhapiye tomar thot-a..
Uthbe fute ekti kotha..
"valobashi...valobashi"...

Ami jodi boba hotam..
Shei to boro valo chhilo...
Jante na mor moner kotha...
Mone monei hariye jeto...
Dupur bolo raatri bolo...
Oshto-prohor kosto sheshe..
Obodh moner valobasha...
Aushru hoyei namto sheshe...
Klanto tumi ekti polok...
Takiye theke amar pane...
Khujte giye moner kotha...
Hariye jete onnokhane...

চাষাবাদ

মনের জমিনে স্বপ্নের বীজ পুঁতি...
সময়ের সাথে গড়ে উঠে হতাশার বিশাল আবাদ..
আগাছার মত কতক হাসি জন্মে ফাঁকে ফাঁকে..
মৌসুমী বৃষ্টির মত কখনও হয় অশ্রুপাত।

কখনো বা হাহাকার বয়ে যায়..
মাতিয়ে যায় আমার ব্যাপক ফলন-ভার-ক্লিষ্ট জমিন।
কখনো বাজ পরার মত ভেঙ্গে যায় স্বপ্ন ক্লান্তিহীন।

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আমার প্রাপ্তির গোলা উঠে ভরে..
ব্যর্থতার মহা সমারোহে...
আমার জগৎ জুড়ে...উপভোগ্য অবসাদ...

tumi nei....tai..

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একলা আমি একলা মাঠে দাঁড়াই...
ঝরাপাতার চাদর গায়ে উদাস দখিন হাওয়া...
সব ভুলে আজ আমায় করে ধাওয়া...
মেঘের ফাঁকে চাঁদ উঁকি দেয়...একটু ভাল লাগে...
পাতাঝরা গাছগুলো সব
আকাশপানে ডাল উঁচিয়ে
তোমারেই ভিখ মাগে...

aj tumi nei tai
ekla ami ekla mathe darai...
jhora pata'r chador gaye udash dokhin hawa..
sob vule aj amay kore dhawa..
megher fake chad uki dey
ektu valo lage..
pata jhora gachh gulo sob
akash pane daal uchiye...
tomarei vikh mage...

oshompurno ...

Aj theke onek
pore...
onek kache
tomar sathe
onno prithibite
onno rokom
jibone ...
valobashar duar
mele...
...................
hoyto-ba
hatbo...
hoyto-ba
kichhu na kore
bose thakbo...
tobu-o
thakbo..
tomar pasha-pashi-r thekeo
kachha-kachhi..
nikoto-tomo durotte..
kokhono..
batash hoye
chhuye chhuye jabo tomar chul..
hoyto ba
tomar pithe
bulobo angul...
hoyto kokhono
trishna mite jabe tomar thote..
odvut onole
dogdho-trishito hridoy..
hasbe abar vule deergho-shash..
tomar chokhe khuje nebo..
raater akash..

ShODAI....

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