afterglow

since the beginning ..
or the trough ..
or till the end..
perhaps I've been sleeping
or sedated
or living beneath the land..

never been so deeply into something
or never felt to feel..
it seems like a nightmare
that kept me dragging on my heel..

deep inside my mind
i push me deeper down below..
i can see
you & me
in memories' afterglow..

and then
i opened up my eyes...
in the eve of late winter...
that time there was ice falling like the stars falling from the sky..
and it was cold winds kept passing me by...
and it was you who was the last to say good bye.